Time really passes in the blink of an eye.. It's already the end of 2015 and a new year is about to begin. It seems like just yesterday where I was at Siloso Beach Party welcoming 2015 and hoping for it to be a better year. With no exception, here I am, wishing for 2016 to be an even better year. Life is just like a see-saw.. When life goes up, then it is bound to go down as well, that's how you find balance in life. I've had my fair share of good/bad days, some better/worse than the others. Every year, I learn something new, and it's a whole different matter whether I put that knowledge to use. In 2016, I really gotta learn how to think for myself, give some serious thought to the things/people that are worth my time, and finally put an end to this vicious cycle. Certain things, I can live without, and I may just be unwilling to let it go. However, I'm sure that I'll find and gather strength somewhere, somehow, to be able to get rid of all these negativity and the things that constantly pulls me down.
I want to be able to move on, and create a life with no regrets as long as I'm still breathing. Wrong moves and decisions are inevitable, but as long as I learn how to look at things from a different perspective, that things happen for a reason, learn from mistakes and make improvements, then I guess they won't be regrets.
I may do things differently, and some might disagree on my thoughts, but I'm sure that one day, I'll find people who truly understands and accepts me for who I really am. It's so hard to find that someone, it may be a friend, lover, family.. whoever it is, I will just be glad to have that 'someone' in my life. To be able to understand why I did what I did at that particular point of time without me even having to explain myself. It sounds contradicting when I say life is short, yet I have only lived 1/4 of my life. I can't wait to be exposed to various things, to fully understand human nature, to gain many experiences in my life. I can't believe that I haven't been living life to its fullest for the past 20 years. Thankfully, it's not too late to realize and start now. There's so much more to life, so why am I bothering myself with all these trivial matters that aren't supposed to affect me at all?
Bring it on, 2016, I'm ready.
When it's time to let go, let go. Don't let the same matter haunt you continuously.
Kisses,
Vinez
